lost count of the days after such a long trip, so I do not remember exactly if they have spent days, weeks, months, years, centuries, millennia ... but judging by the age of my youngest brother might have been years since the last time I left the city with the idea of not returning, but here I am again in the Ydgrassil. Many soldiers have recognized me; Ender as always at hand to greet me as if I were still the prince of the city, but in reality I am nothing ... I've wandered far from the city for many years I think because when I left my brother was a baby of just a Diaye only I had stayed at the request of my mother, otherwise I would have gone the same day I arrived and did not find in the city.
unthinkable hurt me more than I knew, but after all the only comfort we had in the game Kyle ... it was that he had continued his life, knew well not to get stuck in the city, he knew well do the right thing to go with someone else who might be interested and be entitled to know how I ever did ... but sometimes I can not help remembering. When I remember ... it hurts a little less than it hurt the last time, possibly because I'm used to feeling of emptiness and loneliness that is in my heart.
I do not know, I can not pinpoint it hurts, but pain is all I can define at this time.
But I returned to this city, I have failed many people and many of them care about me too but I could not do anything about them without first doing something for myself, yet I am not all ready but now I think I can act a little according to situations, "Why should I come?, simple ... my father called me. As always, howled and the maturity of its howl, the crisp order and the thousands of friends who were still outside the city did get the message to my ears. How Over time message? ... too, but I'm back, the important thing is that, right?
While walking through the city people were greeting me, Ender walked me from the entrance of the town to the castle gate, then left with the excuse that he could not leave his post too long he still hoped to return Kassen. I must admit, even envy the faith and trust they have those two, but I think both of you have built in all its glory, unlike what happened with me. At the entrance of the castle my mother was waiting with open arms and his leg was hanging from my brother small that it seemed a bit afraid of me, I believe him if he had noticed the scar on his cheek.
Noticing that my mother, I looked more closely and noticed the crimson cradled in her beautiful emerald eyes.
"I become mom ..." I whispered quietly, with tenderness and alegríaa despite the uncompromising voice he had.
approaching I noticed his hand to caress my cheek with the tips of your fingers, it was followed by his tongue, still wanted to acquire habits of wolf to get along more with my father, I laughed at that caress ... my mother never would wolf I did not care and neither does my father, who loved to see how "she" fought with his vampiric instincts sometimes to look a little wolf.
-Thornevald-
My name, to too long since anyone called me by my full name, while traveling, everyone knew me by a contraction would my father very honorable, but I still used it.
"I'm fine mom, is not what the cheek hand it takes her away from my face as I stood crouched and looked at my brother.
now was castañoy green eyes, looked a lot like mom even had that cold air from the north as my father. My eyes were green-tinged light, those of my brother were totally dark emerald like my mom.
"Hi-add while you smiling. He approached me and began to sniff provoke some strange tickle your nose while going forward, I'm your brother, how old are you little?
moved away slightly to extend your arm with those bright emerald extending his fingers.
- Five! Wow, you are a big boy exclaimed as she smiled and raised my arms, my nose closer to his neck tambiéna smell, it was my smell was unmistakable, although mine was waning a little, my father certainly had recognized me from that step on the entrance of the city.
The little smile toying my hair a bit and repeated the lick marks on my cheek. Wolf was a well placed paw and if my mother saw what he had in the rest of the body would have a fit, so he preferred not to show it. I pushed his way into the castle and walked me all the way to the throne room of my father. At the door we parted. Excuses
not failed me, I can assure you I did not want to hurt the feelings of my mother saying he was only there because my father wanted to help at this time considering that was what could best to do for them and for myself, otherwise I would not have appeared perhaps in a century.
The door to the throne room opened and I saw the sovereign standing in front of me I could not help smiling. The same smile back at me, started walking away until our hands met briefly a couple of slaps on the back and then look both taken by the shoulders staring straight in the eye.
"Welcome son
he missed call me son, although I sometimes did not recognize me as such a person worthy of its heritage.
"Thank you felt his eyes going through physically. He had changed much since the last time I was gone. Not only my muscles took pitch, so did her legs, my habit of feeding so made and of course had brands still had fights while traveling.
"I see that has not been a smooth ride, his hand continued to claw his cheek but his eyes followed the lines barely out of my clothes, further testing trademarks of other wolves in my back, arms, legs.
"For nothing," he added, smiling, ... but I'm not complaining, it has helped me to keep fit, I will not deny that hurting enough at first, but with time and scarring n stopped caring.
He put my back and stretch the shirt he was wearing whistling for a moment to see the marks on the back, always back at me in front. I felt some concern in his eyes, was probably hoping to forget the main issue which I left the city, but had a vague idea that Kyle was recognized that even in my eyes.
"Looks like you still need time away from your home child-
" Yes, "was the simple answer," ... but I'm willing to help as an ambassador, with that work will come of occasionally to the city to see you, my mother, my brother, my friends and all that I have not seen.
His lips were almost certainly open to utter something, I raised my hand placed between the two to stop his words.
-No're forcing me, I assure you, I think you're aware that unless you really vendríaa not consider something that might help considering my current state, although I have not Kyle forgotten, it is also true that I want to help Dad, come by choice is what brought me at this time.
"I understand,
And I was sure it was, it seemed too close to him, too. And for a moment I hope to finish as he was not running a kingdom, but next to someone I loved with intensity.
"Kyle ..."
his name again, I think it would be a long time before I could forget that name, if it could ever forget. I think what I was actually wanting to see him again and talk to him, goodbye if I thought even after seeing me go. I have faults, and these faults are those that have marked my way he really did not have one.
"Well, why I'm good? -
I stretch my hand asking me to go further into the room. We both sat on the steps of the throne chair and spent hours together talking, speaking of duties, adventures, my brother, Phytrianis, Phenryl, Ender, Kostas, Evander ... Kassen had not yet returned, Mom of Chemosh that still trying to convince Valentine to marry as they did at the time and Evander Kostas; of new wolves, my task, for so much time went so fast I wanted that moment never end .
"You should rest,"
He nodded, I was really tired from the trip.
"Your room is just as you left when you left, if you do not like there is always a quarter of the Garm-joked, this room was completely isolated and distant from the castle, as it had said my father, only true Garm knew where to locate.
"Is my room," I said as the two walked to the door to leave, covered the distance the two talking again, and laughed like a long time we did not do as he had my setbacks, while I had my mother's discomfort, the antics of my little brother ... my family ... not the family of my father, Phytrianis of Chemosh, the Kostas ... was enviable. What had I done wrong?
-I that would not sleep, my mother was in my room, I knew I could not get away from that talk, a mother always knows when his children suffer if they try to disguise the situation . My father knew, but had left the issue aside, to see my mother declined slightly but then I smiled at them.
"Do not worry Dad, all right, but I knew my mother would give me a sense of sadness and sorrow sabía que no podía escaparme de esa plática, ya que si no era ahora, sería más tarde y sino cuando yo volviera…había aguantado demasiado en realidad.
La sonrisa triunfal de los labios de mi madre no pudo esperar mientras ahora era él quien cerraba la puerta dejando a mi padre afuera, no sin antes darle un beso en los labios y entregándole a su segundo hijo en brazos, que dormía plácidamente. No pude evitar reír, a veces también eran entretenidos. Mi madre camino to sit in a chair near my bed one hand tapping the same indicating that sit beside me. I did. Pet
savannas of the bed, closed my eyes and the first thing that popped into my mind was Kyle wrapped up in those sheets after making love peacefully asleep leaning against my chest, sometimes steals NDOS entire savannah naked while I slept close to him in the back. remembered when the two were laughing when we fought the two ... and the last day you I saw what he remembered to open his eyes.
-Sorry I could not do anything to retain Kyle surprised me a little what my mother did not expect that to be the first thing out of his lips
"Mom ... -take her two hands in mine-is good, you did what you could and I really think it would hurt me more than tethering to bad memories, so even if I have sadness because I hope, I understand a way that causes wounds that were too large to recover with waiting.
His eyes still looked at me with deep sadness, her pain was because his son was alone, without partner (o) and tambiéna possibly imagined that it would continue only for the rest of his life.
Nothing further from the truth until now was completely determined to continue just the way that the mother had pointed moon because I still travel meanwhile, has not yet found someone to awaken a pleasing, a pleasure and love as Kyle did in his time.
Thornevald "But ..." I doubt a moment whether to tell the rest of the words
"Do not worry Mom, really hurt much at the time, sometimes even now it hurts but not as much.
"If all is well, and Kyle is happy with someone else ... So why can not it be you? - The question that really saw it coming.
"Because I still can not part with Kyle, as he probably already did me" was the simple answer, the truth only time will help mom if I leave you alone had other opportunities fall in love, to be with another person, but I can not. As soon as someone catches my eye I see Kyle in front of me, I have not been out of my head, not my soul, let alone my blood ... I will take time.
"I'm just worried about you-
" I understand mom, but everything will be fine. Do not lose confidence and faith in my partner when it comes, perhaps from the outset Kyle was not for me if I was destined to be a Garm like my father ... I do not know what holds me or that I expected after s Day today but whatever I play live, I assume with maturity, or with all the maturity that I can to not ruin my life more and ruin the other person.
I embraced him, he could not do anything else. talked a bit more of my feelings, but the two are hiding a secret that would not know. My mom retired when he felt his body was paralyzed, and I just sit in bed. did not sleep that day despite Fatigue had, I throw on the bed and cried like a long time he did not try to recapture the smell of my Kyle in our sheets, pillows those ... the smell of it in my room
Nobody bothered me all day, and it was late afternoon when my brother came running into the room, I held in my arms as she left with him corridor, some mischief would have done because my mom came with some discomfort in his eyes. He smiles as he hugged Masy yet he also did so.
-Thorne, I do not know!, Loki also aware that too much does all the tricks that give you the win-
The little when I hear the name of my father applauded Mom hinting that he was right to pamper Dad. I laughed, really laughed heartily as he handed my brother a mom. I rummaged hair.
-Left with dad going to get the data to make an ambassador in a couple of people who told her mom, see you later "and ran into the throne room, where my father and me was waiting.
again spend all afternoon with my father. I speak of the two peoples, one of them was having a really difficult and complicated situation of food, while the other seemed to be able to travel in a caravan large enough, the problem both countries was that wolves were more composed of elders, wolverines and wolves, and had some young wolves that were used for defense. My job was mainly to invite the two to join Ydgrassil if both accept one should provide food for the journey and for the preparations of the same, while the two in the case of travel should to provide security. But as my father had said he must first make sure to accept.
I think it cost me too much work in reality, the two peoples were in a place that I knew too well. I told him I would handle entirely on that issue and that when everything was in order, mandaríaa someone with a special letter to request an escort to transport the two peoples had the city. That same afternoon to report that I would leave the next night.
"No hurry," he said.
- ... I know, but I want to be sure everything will be fine father, so do not worry leave everything to me I will make sure of that.
lived with my parents until dawn, slept a few hours possibly because my dream always referred to one person and could not stand the heat of the wounds he carried on his back and also on the cheek. When I left the castle, Kostas and others were waiting.
ran together where they were soldiers. Those who were drinking, others ate, and many others had fallen asleep. Soon it was that happened in the city, but the time passing by was spent pleasantly, charmingly and encouraged me to follow more this path of "freedom" I had lived.
Night fell and he walked out of the city my parents hit me again, I left them with a couple of hugs, Ender silent hope that will end up with that. When everything was ready in my parents and I started walking with him to get lost in the forest.
"Ask ..." I said, I was sure he had noticed my secret, after conocíaa all whom I had caused those injuries.
"I saw, did not you? -
" Yes, indeed Ender, "I saw what are some simple, was in a herd a little east of the city. It took a little work to find it because the more time passed the smell was changing ... smelled rebellious nature.
"I attacked Xanxus ... did not you? -
To deny what the other had realized.
"Yes, the day I was looking for Kyle near the cave where he had seen going; Xanxus attacked me, all I have marks on the body are their claws, fangs, bites I had brought ... I could not do much against him is pure wolf with a huge force, survived by a miracle ... otherwise would have disappeared from the face of the earth.
His crimson eyes looked at me seriously.
- Did volverása search? -
That question still had no answer.
- ... even if I die ... -
He looked at me wondering what a good time.
"Dying will not help anyone much less to yourself," his words were so true-
"I can not die more than I already am Ender ... I assure you
Author
Maria Alejandra Calderon Villareal
